sabtu haritu aku rasa nak nangis sampai esok pagi. Rasa macam hati tu dah tak tertanggung lagi beban. Sampai aku tertengking one of my sisters. Well, we actually fought over a small things. Tapi dia jadi besar, sebab aku rasa aku tengah serabut.
Kakya/Me :
"Kaklong kat mana?"
"Selasih"
"Nak coolblog"
"kejap lagi call balik, tengah cari rumah kawan"
*lima saat call balik*
"Nak cooblog"
"kejap lagi boleh tak?"
*call lagi*
"Nak coolblog"
"Why can't you easily understand me. I'm in the middle of doing something else and not so free to buy your coolblog *nada tengking*"
Tetttt....... she hanged up.
lepastu masa aku tengah drive back to home aku fikir alah ape entah masalah aku. dia nak coolblog je kot. kalau aku singgah je beli dah settle masalah. nak tengking kenapa.
Aku rasa banyak sangat kot gelak for a couple of days ni. dari pagi sampai petang. sampai lupa diri.
Jadinya aku diamkan aje. masuk bilik dan remain in silent mode.
Ahad pagi keluar jogging dengan Adin. Konon jogging padahal really need a fresh air.
"adin, kalau kau suka orang tapi obviously orang tu tak suka kau, kau nak buat apa?"
"stay the same"
"maksud?"
"kalau orang yang aku suka tu kawan aku, dia stay as kawan no matter what happen. even if dia tolak aku mentah-mentah. dan kalau dia strangers. she will stay as strangers"
*forced smile*
"Qa, aku kenal kau. kalau senyum macam tu memang yang kau tanya tadi tu lah sebenarnya masalah kau"
"well, what goes around comes around"
and I had a serious conversation with Fatin.
"Atin, kalau ayie buang kau sebab orang lain. tapi padahal perempuan tu tak nak pon dekat ayie. kau nak suka ke tak?"
"I will punch hard straight into his face and scream "Into your face, ex boyfriend".
*gelak paksa*
"I feel that now. That your-punch-hard-straight-into-his-face"
*sigh*
semalam naik teksi nak pergi train station. pakcik teksi ni sumpah paling terbaik pernah jumpa. He talked about his sons. umur dia dah 64. like seriously? I tell you people, pakcik tu nampak macam early 50's.
"Umur berapa nak?"
"20"
"baguslah 20 ni perasaan dia kuat. darah muda lah katakan"
*senyum*
"Tapi satu benda pakcik nak pesan. Kalau dia bukan untuk awak, dia memang bukan untuk awak. Tak boleh buat apa pon. Tapi kalau benar itu untuk awak. Insyaallah"
*senyum*
"Piqa, kalau niat kita baik. Allah tolong" - (Faralina, 2012)
Yes, i do remember. You're wearing purple shirt and asked one of my friend. "Who are you?" till i forgot, who is already with me.